I might say I don’t love you,
but I know I do,
I might say you mean nothing,
but my life is nothing without you,
I might never show concern,
but I peek at you from a distance,
I might hurt you sometimes,
but sometimes I unintentionally do such nonsense,
I do care. I love you too,
but when it comes to saying that,
SORRY BUT I CAN’T………………
Living a life or rather facing a life is not easy.
And how it could be as we are the only ones who have made that way.
We have developed a vision to see things in a complex manner.
NOTHING HAS REMAIN SIMPLE!
For instance, if someone gives us a glass of water, the first thought comes to our mind is, “What does he want from me”?
“Is he/She fake?”
And unfortunately, many a time our suspicion prevails over simplicity.
But due to these incidents, we live in fear.
FEAR OF GETTING INSULTED
FEAR OF BEING REJECTED
FEAR OF GETTING HURT
FEAR OF LOOSING OUR IMPORTANCE
FEAR OF LOOKING STUPID
Due to this, we do what we (the introvert ones) do the best: keeping things to ourselves.
What would happen if we cross the line?
What would happen if we risk it one time?
What would happen if we give someone a chance to come close to the real us?
All these questions do come to our minds, but we console ourselves by saying, “this world is cruel” and indeed it is.
But what we forget in seeing this world as cruel is that we are also a part of this world, and someone somewhere is also thinking the same for us.
I know the fear of not getting the same love in return do let us step back.
But what if the person next to you is thinking the same?
Yeah, they do and the reason is that one of them is willing to come forward when the other one wanna step back.
But are we ready to take the first step? Or should we wait for the other person to take the initiative?
We all are fools, really>!!! big fools…
We give importance to words, materialistic things, which are nothing more than the water we could carry in our hands from a pond. At that very moment we may think we have got all, but the moment we blink, it’s gone! But it leaves you wet.
Whereas the feel/wind of true love just kisses your soul and makes u happy.
I think that’s the reason for the hesitation. We are not sure if it’s water or wind.
I always thought no one ever loved me “AS ME” not as what they would like me to be but when I started observing them, it’s kind of funny, but tears and smile (a genuine emotion) met each other.
I saw those big eyes, those smiles just seeing me crawling, that facial expression saying HI after a long time, those concerned calls, those hard scoldings were full of ” LOVE FOR ME””
AND still I said I had never been loved?
The problem was not love.
The problem was the inability to express or feel, the fear of giving your bit in someone’s hand.
It was this fear which seems to us as “”no love””…
Overcome that fear, not love.
Love is a very pure thing.
So even if you now hesitate in saying, don’t stop showing it.
AS MAY BE NOT NOW, BUT SOMEDAY THIS THING WOULD BE FELT BY THEM.
AND till then just keep loving!
As it feels great to love someone!
and yeah, to all those people whom I have never said it on face,
“I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. ❤